From Xanax, With Love

January 20, 2008

Dear Friends-

Oh my word, my friends, my ladyfingers! – let me tell you all… intentional writing:

Excruciating!  

Oh my word, my friends, my ladyfingers – let me say: On my brightest days I write

Page after page – up, down, all around. 

And please let me say: Don’t I sound so, so sound…? 

Take a peek in my big, black book; 

Sneak a sideways stare at the scribbles, my nods to neolithic linguistics; 

And then let me ask: 

What’s a person to pen down today with the gross amount of brain waves already

Rippling through the pond? 

It’s purely a pursuit of a pulse in vain, these efforts are all in vain! 

 

I shot back to the corner in utter horror, for the accident was much to behold. 

The scene: sinking. 

The stage: collapsing. 

The actor: unmasking. 

And the drama’s author: tight like a violin string under tremendous tension. 

 

Yelps, human howls, and locust sounds weaved their ways into the sine wave

Depicting violins playing in a shrieking key; 

Violent violins, very violent…: 

Music without words – what does it say? 

 

A motion picture soundtrack – I’ve found a format:

A page per thought, a rectangle in shape, a cigarette box in size.

 

-From Xanax, with Love